Saturday, February 28, 2009




Khuda Hafiz -(A good bye!)




Khuda hafiz kia zaroori hai,
Tumahin malon naheen hai k,
Kitni wehshat hai is lafz main,
Kaisi shidadt hai is main k,
Mera ye dil seh naheen sakta,
Or us par zulm aisa k,
Ye kuch keh naheen pata,
So main jaldi se kehti hon,
Or bura lagta hai ye tum ko,
Magar main kia karon k,
Ye dil phir sambhal naheen pata
Bohat dair tak phir yeh machalta hai,
Khuda-hafiz tumhain keh kar,
Kai ghantay sulagta hai!

-Khayal~



P.S(Its for you as you hate my good-bye)
P.SS(please visit for more illusiOn`

KHAIL!

Zara ao!
Shuru kardain,
Phir se khail wo apna,
Jahan se chor bethay thay,
Chalo ao!
Gondhain ge zara phir,
Is nazuk si mitti ko,
banain ge naye se ghar,
samo ke khuwab kuch alhar,
Bicha ke farsh par ansoo,
Bunyaad uski khushi rakh kar,
Daman main hansi bhar kar,
Bana kar khoob khelain ge,
Magar jab soraj chupnay ki,
Zid pakar le phr,
Tum bhi ghar laut jald ana,
K ye ghar bhi to tumhara hai,
Tum apnay khuwab dedena,
Us pyase dariya ko behtay samandar ko,
Wo kahan warna payega,
Inhain rukhsat karke ana tum,
K yahan kiya kam hai inka,
Yahan mumkin naheen hai k,
Wo kuch pal bhi zara jee lain,
Or tum to nazuk si larki ho,
Kahan mumkin hai ke seh jao,
Inko daikh k marta,
Chalo choro,
Zara ao!
Chalain hum tm zara khailain,
Phr se khail wo apna!
-Illusion!



Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Mujhe yaad hai ab bhi zara zara,
Tera husn dhata qayamatain,
Wo roop tera atisheen,
Har aan teri ahatain,
Na main bhool saka kuch zara,
Mujhe yaad hai sab zara zara,
Wo Khuda ki tujh pe nematain,
To sarapa jaise rehmatain,
Mera behkna or teri muzhamatain,
Nama main daman apna bacha saka,
Na tujh se he door ja saka,
Na main bhool saka kuch zara,
Mujhe yaad hai han!
Sab zara zara!



Atisheen = آتشیں = Ignescent

Muzhamatain = مزحمتیں = resist


Why Be Silent?

Your eyes are watering
Your face is wet
are you upset?
Have you seen a rat?
What makes you sad
In such late hours
Why are you awoken like a bat,
I don't know the reason,
Want me to bet?
You were never so silent
Haven't loved yet
Silence kills
So lets just reset
Or else tell me
No need of a pet
Only talks helps to connect
So why be silent?
When words can do the best!




Sunday, February 15, 2009


Rid Of Me!


Leaving you is hard..
Hard for me even,
This will hurt me,
As it will pain you,
But i cant contitinue,
Before leaving,
I want to return,
Not your gifts,
oh! How i can,
But your love,
Although no matter,
Where i go!
What i do, how i feel,
your feel will b there in me,
But i want you to get free,
Of my love, from my feel,
As you have so much to do,
Much to face, loads to trace,
while you're sleeping,
I am leaving,
If i wont,
You will be weeping,
As my exit cannot be prolong,
So here i go,
Taking you partialy in me,
With a wish for you,
That you may get rid of me!

-IllusiOn!


P.S(Its all about the pain one feels while leaving other. It sometimes happen life makes us apart! Do comment.)

Thursday, February 12, 2009



Allow me once
oh u please
to take u back,
where we started,
And then ride you here,
So that we both can see,
Who was wrong,
Who was so wrong that we are aparted,
From those around I hear a cry,
And in me it so dry
I want to tell you everything,
But i feel dumb,
I know its painful,
Just i cant feel,
The pain is in your heart,
Is visible through your eyes,
I can see but cant just feel,
As i no longer am alive,
Although i breath, eat and listen,
But i cant speak,
My ideology is changed,
And so is me,
I am so quite and the silence is in me,
No longer i wish to be free,
I hope for death,
As I seek for sleep,
As nothing is left,
For me to see,
But before i leave,
I wish to cry,
Holding you tight,
I wish to die!

-IllusiOn!

P.s(I know this is not a very fine piece of mine while reading i know you will come accross of alot of mistakes for whic i am sorry by my heart!)




The fear in me
helps me never
in searching you
despite the fact
that i miss u
the heart in me
loves you
my brain never respond
on any feeling of your's
it makes me quite
quite and silent
as its before storm
the storm comes
just aftr you leave
it takes away everythng
that is with in me
and it too like you
makes me alone!
All alone on my own!
-IllusiOn!
P.S(I dedicate this poem to people who felt this feeling, the feeling of loneliness even in crowd)

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