Writing Again
2 months ago
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Still You Wonder Where Is My Pride !
My hands are fatigued,
And my energy is missing,
My world is desolate,
Flow of emotions I cannot relate,
Still You Wonder Where Is My Pride !
I am tired of these emotions,
This crowd on exit gate of my heart,
As only few wants to enter,
And so many are there to leave,
Still You Wonder Where Is My Pride !
Spells are not working and so is your love,
My heart is sinking and tongue hushed up,
I chose though words btu they are not framing,
You may laugh as you have no idea of percieve,
Still You Wonder Where Is My Pride !
-illusiOn~
Monday, April 27, 2009
Ik Shikayat~
Meri awargi ko ab to samjho,
K tumhari khatir hai main ne urha,
Ye libada khud pe,
K shayed samjh tm pao,
Dil ye mera jala hai kitna,
Hawadis zamana beganay shanasa,
Na purkhulus lehja na shafqat bhara koi chehra,
Dar hai main melay main ab kho na jaon,
Mjhe tm akay toko ab bhar k zara mjh ko roko,
K maa main tot sa raha hon ab,
Bekhar na jaon,
Na hojaon kaheen reza reza,
Meri bataon ko maslon ko samjho zara tm,
Maa! Mjhe tham lo tm!
Main hon tota bohat mjhe jor do tm,
Magar tm sunti naheen ho,
koi ik sada Koi shikwa zara,
Or jo sunti ho to behla mjhe deti ho ab bhi,
Majbor zamanay se gar tm bhi hojao gi,
Mjhe na aghosh main apni chupao gi,
Main sambhlon ga kaise,
Main uthonga kiun,
Maa! Tm na himat jo meri bandhao gi.
Meri awargi ko ab to samjho,
K tumhari khatir hai main ne urha,
Ye libada khud pe,
K shayed samjh tm pao,
Dil ye mera jala hai kitna,
Hawadis zamana beganay shanasa,
Na purkhulus lehja na shafqat bhara koi chehra,
Dar hai main melay main ab kho na jaon,
Mjhe tm akay toko ab bhar k zara mjh ko roko,
K maa main tot sa raha hon ab,
Bekhar na jaon,
Na hojaon kaheen reza reza,
Meri bataon ko maslon ko samjho zara tm,
Maa! Mjhe tham lo tm!
Main hon tota bohat mjhe jor do tm,
Magar tm sunti naheen ho,
koi ik sada Koi shikwa zara,
Or jo sunti ho to behla mjhe deti ho ab bhi,
Majbor zamanay se gar tm bhi hojao gi,
Mjhe na aghosh main apni chupao gi,
Main sambhlon ga kaise,
Main uthonga kiun,
Maa! Tm na himat jo meri bandhao gi.
-illusiOn~
Thursday, April 23, 2009
JUST FOR HER !
She was silent,
Silent as if she holds no words with in her,
Imbue in her own pain deep in her thoughts,
Nothing was wrong,
And so nothing was right,
Affably lovely and gorgeous,
She was all for me,
But oblivion I was for her,
I wanted to lag her heart,
And replace it with mine,
If only I could ever get a chance,
Embleming her with me was not only my passion,
But my dream my love for her,
Oh ! Yes but I was wrong,
I never wanted to ail her but i did,
And I was aidos on it,
I loved her and,
I wanted her as she was everything to me,
And I was noone but a zilch for her,
Nothing, nothing at all matters to me,
But just my love,
Love of mine, love for her.
-illusiOn~
Kiun jagti rehti ho,
So kiun naheen jateen,
Yun jagtay rehnay se,
Kia naseeb ka taluq,
Kiun tumhain ye lagta hai,
K ye rat jagay rang lain ge,
Naseeb inkay khil jain ge,
Raj kumar aa kar ke,
Betiyaan le jain ge,
Aisa kab ho hai jo,
Aas main tum yun bethi ho,
So kiun naheen jateen?
Jagti kiun rehti ho,
Dil tumhara maa ka hai,
Mantay ye hum bhi hain,
Fikr tm ko ziyada hai,
Jantay ye hum bhi hain,
Par ye naseebon k khail hain,
So itminan rakho tum,
Ik din hojai gi,
Betiyon ki shaadi bhi,
Par istarhan mat rutho tum,
Zaat se oper walay ki,
K wo palnay wala hai,
Kuch behtar karega wo,
Sab ka khayal rakhta hai,
Ab kiun istarhan se bethi ho,
Kiun jagti rehti ho,
So kiun naheen jateen!
-illusiOn~
P.S( for all mothers..)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Your Disappearance!
Lonesome me sitting under the tree,
As I saw you here again,
Languid I am without you,
Why you are nowhere Why you left me?
Just after you lag me with your love,
I am tired envisaging you around me,
I wait each day I dream of you every night,
Then why my wait does not comes to an end,
I want you to come back why you dont understand,
I am mal giving reasons to myself,
What went wrong when everything was so fine,
The gesture filling my emptiness,
Emptiness of your love,
So get back before its late,
Before disappearence of your's from my heart,
come back please!
As I am implacable without you,
But not this life,
It waited for whom, it waits never,
It keeps on it's move,
And It's growing distance between us,
Distance that can never be repress,
Come back before its dusk,
Come back before its late,
Come back before my heart gets used to of,
Your disappearence!
Lonesome me sitting under the tree,
As I saw you here again,
Languid I am without you,
Why you are nowhere Why you left me?
Just after you lag me with your love,
I am tired envisaging you around me,
I wait each day I dream of you every night,
Then why my wait does not comes to an end,
I want you to come back why you dont understand,
I am mal giving reasons to myself,
What went wrong when everything was so fine,
The gesture filling my emptiness,
Emptiness of your love,
So get back before its late,
Before disappearence of your's from my heart,
come back please!
As I am implacable without you,
But not this life,
It waited for whom, it waits never,
It keeps on it's move,
And It's growing distance between us,
Distance that can never be repress,
Come back before its dusk,
Come back before its late,
Come back before my heart gets used to of,
Your disappearence!
-illusiOn~
Friday, April 10, 2009
My hands are trembled..
My words are jumbled
I feel like a lost kid..
Searching for my family
The known faces among the unknown ones,
Standing facing the sky,
With nothing to do,
Helpless but hopefull,
In middle of a big crowd
With loads n loads of people around,
Around me but too busy to notice me,
To eager for thier destinations
Sometimes I feel blessed
That I am not one of them
But sometimes my heart aches
Why " i " am not one of these?
As my words are jumbled,
& my hands are trembled..
My words are jumbled
I feel like a lost kid..
Searching for my family
The known faces among the unknown ones,
Standing facing the sky,
With nothing to do,
Helpless but hopefull,
In middle of a big crowd
With loads n loads of people around,
Around me but too busy to notice me,
To eager for thier destinations
Sometimes I feel blessed
That I am not one of them
But sometimes my heart aches
Why " i " am not one of these?
As my words are jumbled,
& my hands are trembled..
-illusiOn.
Monday, April 6, 2009
FRIENDSHIP!
Frozen I am standing,
Remembering your grace,
I still miss you,
Embolden I was everytime you were around,
Need of you it still here with me,
Do come back as my friendship still lasts,
Same it will be forever, for you,
How much I love, is not the question,
I still miss you and that what matters,
Protest I will, if you don't! ... miss me
:)
Frank and free, easy to be with,
Relation we all wants such,
I even want so,
Emblaze I was when we met,
Now I did why i felt so,
Different you were but not from me,
So fimiliar you looked, it,
Happens not with all of us,
I now have a friend like you, what else I need,
Praise, honour, love. none but you.. forever..
-illusiOn~
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